Along our tree clad street
We take our perambulate
Our early morning pause
The sky a perfusion of pastel

Moving here was a rogue thought
One cold dark night
Then deemed solace
As reality unfolded unorderly

It is strange how stumbling
We created intricate plans
Fell together instead of apart
Accidentally found our pura vida

Perambulate (verb)

to walk through, over, around, etc., esp. in examining or inspecting

 to walk around so as to officially inspect and maintain the boundary of (a forest, estate, etc.)

to walk about; stroll

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Perfusion (noun)

The spreading of a liquid, color, light, aroma, etc.

The passage of a fluid through an organ or tissue, for example, to supply nutrients or oxygen.

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Rogue (adjective)

defiant and uncontrollable

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deem

to come to think or judge : consider to have an opinion

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solace

(noun) comfort offered to one who is disappointed or miserable

the comfort felt when consoled in times of disappointment

the act of consoling; giving relief in affliction

(verb) give moral or emotional strength to

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intricate (adjective)

having many parts

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Haecceity made fealty anxiety: all others balk.
Immutable, even stable and suitable the old bedrock.
We reinvent tear down well-meant but broke content break down gridlock.
Each day we tried held onto pride, dates start to slide, boss starts to talk.
Mandates given, team is driven slop forgiven all to our shock
pulls everyone together none stop until done, customers flock
Facilitate felicitate, deliver freight, replaced ad hoc.

cargo (noun)

something that is carried from one place to another by boat, airplane, etc.

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objet trouve (noun)

an ordinary item, such as a feather or a key, usually picked up by chance, used for art or considered by itself as a piece of art

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Haecceity (noun)

the property that uniquely identifies an object

the condition of being a uniquely particular person or thing

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immutable (adjective)

not subject or susceptible to change or variation

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Felicitate (verb)

to compliment or congratulate after a happy event

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ad hoc

(adjective) concerned with a particular end or purpose, formed or used for specific or immediate problems or needs

fashioned from whatever is immediately available : improvised

(adverb) for the particular end or case at hand without consideration of wider application

(noun) reporting system used at a certain freight company <- only in my world

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Despite veracity lies gather as weeds
Around feet, climb legs and settle
In my womb.

I am turning into someone I don’t recognize
Hard
Rough
Unmovable

The sink drips insistently
Accumulates a cup of water
Every hour
I stand, shake myself, and pour it out
Easier than calling a plumber.

I feel my joints stiffen
Everything tinted red
Behind morose-colored glasses

When did the aperture of my world
Narrow
So
Completely
To the drip
Of the faucet

Lithification (noun)

the process of changing or turning into rock, especially used in geology to describe sediment becoming solid stone

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accumulate (verb)

to gather or acquire (something) gradually as time passes

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veracity (noun)

unwillingness to tell lies; truthfulness

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Aperture (noun)

an opening; hole; gap

the opening, or the diameter of the opening, in a camera, telescope, etc. through which light passes into the lens

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I want to exhilarate you
To feel your smile brush the edge of my hand
I want you capacious
So that even the sky will not contain you
You want to analyze me
Open up my brain and figure out how I work
You think my love is aleatory
Subject to change at the slightest wind

Exhilarate (verb)

to make (someone) very happy and excited or elated

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capacious (adjective)

large in the amount that can be contained

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analyze (verb)

to study (something) closely and carefully : to learn the nature and relationship of the parts of (something) by a close and careful examination

to study the emotions and thoughts of (someone) by using psychoanalysis

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Aleatory (adjective)

from accidental causes or chance

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At her retirement we gathered
Simple paeans spoken, ate cake
Stole glances at others wondering
Figuring out whose words were fake

It's a fact of corporate life
tranche of stock are the sole measure
of employee value, success,
who can be laid off at leisure

Here at runagado's farewell
We raise a glass with much panache
smile and nod and celebrate her
career full of toxic hogwash

Paean (noun)

a joyous song or hymn of praise, tribute, thanksgiving, or triumph

a work that praises or honors its subject

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Tranche (noun)

a portion, share, installment, etc.

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Runagado (noun)

A person who deserts, betrays, or is disloyal to an organization, country, or set of principles.

Oxford English Dictionary

Hogwash (noun)

talk or writing that is meaningless or insincere

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Cup that warms my hands:
my vade mecum, is stained
green from old matcha.
It steamed me open to the
soul that I serve back to you.

canon event (noun)

an event that is essential to the formation of an individual’s character or identity

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vade mecum (noun)

something a person carries around for frequent or regular use

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Matcha (noun)

finely ground green tea powder used in tea or as a flavoring, originating in Japan

tea made from finely ground green tea leaves, originating in Japan

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All her snark, long scowls, bitter silence, sighs 
Nettle under the skin, leaving me raw
Ascribe not meaning to her moods and highs
Instead cling to the occasional thaw

These years she will grow like a sunflower
beautiful, bright, and headstrong like her mom
her essential separation won't sour
the love I hold, my heart a place of calm

Because in a moment between complaint
and rolled eyes I can see a young adult.
She's becoming someone without restraint
which provides one great parenting exult

These 'tween years swing from cuddles to glowers
I'm proud of my daughter despite showers

Nettle (noun)

any of a genus (Urtica of the family Urticaceae, the nettle family) of chiefly coarse herbs armed with stinging hairs

any of various prickly or stinging plants other than the true nettles (genus Urtica)

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Ascribe (verb)

to attribute

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essential (adjective)

 extremely important and necessary

very basic : fundamental essential (adjective)

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In day light we saw what remained
had been fallowed by our own hand.
What we destroyed in fear now
Stew across our once hallowed land.

"What occurred here?" questioned the child
her sleep salt now turned into tears.
Her eyes built back a computer
from what was now a pile of gears.

"You must understand" I started
planning to defend my actions.
Her quivering lip, wide wet eyes
halted my stories of factions

"We must epistolize this all"
she declared, all returned groans.
"Let's never speak of this again"
I knackered said, to her deep moans.

"It was the gremlins" I declared
"Nothing worked, the screen only black."
"Did you trying turning it off
and back on again?" she shot back.

We stared at each other, angry,
more accusations were prepared.
Until suddenly we both broke
sobbing gasps of laughter we shared.

"Let us go for a walk outside"
a benevolently utter.
"We clean" she said "upon return,"
"and buy an AI computer."

fallow

(adjective) Inactive or unproductive. (Of land) left to lie idle for a season, sometimes after plowing.

(noun) Land left to lie idle to restore its fertility. The act of plowing land and leaving it unseeded.

(verb) To leave unseeded.

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Epistolize (verb)

to write a letter

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Knackered (adjective)

tired, exhausted

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Gremlin (noun)

(folklore) a small fairy-like creature that is somewhat mischievous

an unexplained problem, fault, or issue, especially a mechanical or an electronic one

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benevolent (adjective)

showing or motivated by sympathy and understanding

intending or showing kindness

generous in providing aid to others

generous in assistance to the poor

New York Times

Senescence comes not with a giggle,
Swoosh, clatter, or bang
But rather the virtuosity of experience:
Exhausted.
With the soft whisper, thud, fiz
Of the creaking bones
The virtuosity of oomph
Murmured while trying
Perhaps failing
To arise
from the couch.
 What is the onomatopoeia for
Not today?

senescence (noun)

the process of growing old; ageing

the condition or quality characteristic of old age

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mumpsimus (noun)

a person who insists on doing things in an incorrect way

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exhaust (verb)

to use all of someone’s mental or physical energy : to tire out or wear out (someone) completely

to completely use up (something, such as supplies or money), to try all of (something)

to consider or talk about (a subject) thoroughly or completely

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virtuosity (noun)

great technical skill, fluency or style

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Onomatopoeia (noun)

the naming of a thing or action by a vocal imitation of the sound associated with it : the creation of words that imitate natural sounds (such as buzz, hiss)

the use of words whose sound suggests the sense

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Stepping into morning light, my mind needs a moment before
Lucid
Rub salt from eyes, investigate my body, glimpse myself,
Deep breathe 
Upteem patterns I fall into, losing track of now
And I
Swallow down frustration
Begin
The day from a place of peace
Again

lucid (adjective)

Clear; easily understood.

Clearheaded, especially between periods of confusion.

Bright or shining

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investigate ( verb)

to try to find out the facts about (something, such as a crime or an accident) in order to learn how it happened, who did it, etc.

to try to get information about (someone who may have done something illegal)

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glimpse

(noun) a brief or incomplete view, a quick look, a vague indication

(verb) see briefly

New York Times

Umpteen (adjective)

very many : indefinitely numerous

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