Knees against hard wood, consecrated whispers to inculcate
brought only hollowness to my soul.  Futzing within hard wood,
lucullan, adroit, and wild connected my soul to the cosmos.

Disintermediate (verb)

remove or cut down on the use of intermediaries between suppliers and buyers

remove money from a bank to invest directly in the stock market, eliminating the need of an intermediary such as a lender or broker

stop acting as a broker or intermediary between borrowers and investors in the stock market

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inculcate (verb)

teach and impress upon by frequent repetitions or admonitions; instill

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Futz (verb)

Originally Australian, now chiefly North American. To occupy oneself in an ineffectual or trifling way; to mess about, to waste time; to fiddle or tinker with something.

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Lucullan (adjective)

marked by lavishness and richness; sumptuous

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Adroit (adjective)

having or showing skill, cleverness, or resourcefulness in handling situations

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Cosmos (noun)

 the universe considered as a harmonious and orderly system

harmony; order

any complete and orderly system

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Perennially we excavate jargonized balderdash:
strategy mixed with straw, direction encrusted with fawning,
Flailing disorientation augmented with syllables

parasol (noun)

a handheld collapsible source of shade

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excavate (verb)

to uncover (something) by digging away and removing the earth that covers it

to dig a large hole in (something), to form (a hole, tunnel, etc.) by digging, to dig out and remove (dirt, soil, etc.)

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Jargonize (verb)

express, translate, or use a word or phrase with technical or specialized language

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Balderdash (noun)

senseless talk or writing; nonsense

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Fawn (verb)

to court favor by a cringing or flattering manner

to show affection —used especially of a dog

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Alamak!  Curses and brumal winds take away all dear.
Your whispers of thaw are gratuitous, fictitious.
This day makes fools of any who believe in spring's blessings.

Alamak (interjection)

Malaysian and Singaporean colloquial. Expressing surprise, shock, dismay, or outrage.

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Brumal (adjective)

characteristic of or relating to winter

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gratuitous (adjective)

unnecessary and unwarranted

without cause

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fictitious (adjective)

not true or real

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I knew him once proud but life is a shroud.
His bearing genteel hid flaws time won't heal:
infomania caused insomnia,
inconspicuous irresponsiveness,
deeds equitable not reputable,
clothes spotted and torn, his hat tired and worn.

Genteel (adjective)

having an aristocratic quality or flavor : stylish, of or relating to the gentry or upper class, elegant or graceful in manner, appearance, or shape, free from vulgarity or rudeness : polite

maintaining or striving to maintain the appearance of superior or middle-class social status or respectability, marked by false delicacy, prudery, or affectation

conventionally or insipidly pretty

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Infomania (noun)

excessive enthusiasm for gaining knowledge

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inconspicuous (adjective)

not very easy to see or notice : not conspicuous

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equitable (adjective)

fair to all parties as dictated by reason and conscience

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We tend to divagate towards 
oblivion, eventually.
A predilection for signboards,
tenacity as potentially,
hope an unforgiving banshee.
When I go I've only two requests:
clemency when I spoke beastly,
my body given back to the pests.

Oblivion (noun)

the fact or condition of not remembering : a state marked by lack of awareness or consciousness

the condition or state of being forgotten or unknown

the state of being destroyed

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Divagate (verb)

to wander or stray

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Tenacity (noun)

very determined and do not give up easily

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Detritivore (noun)

an organism (such as a fungus or an insect) that feeds on dead plant or animal material

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clemency (noun)

leniency and compassion shown toward offenders by a person or agency charged with administering justice

good weather with comfortable temperatures

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His only useful skill was an ability to cadge hearts.
I fell for his fervent personality and easy smile.
Leaving a scintilla of regret under him and an oak tree

Cadge (verb)

to obtain (something) for free often by persuading or imposing on another : sponge

to take, use, or borrow (something) without acknowledgment

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Fervent (adjective)

having or showing great warmth or enthusiasm

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Scintilla (noun)

a minute particle; spark; trace

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I expected they would lavish me with fiscal whimsy.
But bonuses were meager; expectations unclear but enforced.
So now I am quiescent awaiting applications' response.

Lavish … with (phrasal verb)

to give (someone or something) a large amount of (something)

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Fiscal (adjective)

of or relating to taxation, public revenues, or public debt

of or relating to financial matters

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Whimsy (noun)

an odd or sudden fancy; whim

curious, quaint, or fanciful humor

something odd or whimsical, as an art object, piece of writing, etc.

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Quiescent (adjective)

inactive or motionless

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Awash in turpitude, we turn prosocial impulse back to dross.
My Weltzchmerz is uncontained, uncontainable, williwaw:
Freezing solid my open heart while blowing free my soft hope.

Turpitude (noun)

Depravity or baseness, or an instance of this

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Prosocial (adjective)

relating to positive or helpful behavior that benefits a group of people

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Dross (noun)

metallurgy : the scum or unwanted material that forms on the surface of molten metal

waste or foreign matter : impurity

something that is base (see base entry 3 sense 1), trivial, or inferior

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Weltschmerz (noun)

sadness or melancholy at the evils of the world; world-weariness

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Williwaw (noun)

a violent squall that blows in near-polar latitudes

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Love isn't exemplary; it's learning to be boring together.
But in every transition you fall sheer away from me.
Please don't lapidify "us" so all that remains is dust.

exemplary (adjective)

worthy of imitation

being or serving as an illustration of a type

serving to warn

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transition (noun)

a change from one state or condition to another

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Sheer (adjective)

so thin as to be transparent

unmixed with anything else

extending down or up very steeply

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Lapidify (verb)

to turn into stone

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If I close my eyes I can let his voice undulate over me.
Each syllable a makeshift raft in a sea of his doubt.
Beautiful waves softly crashing against his haranguing.

makeshift (adjective)

used as a usually rough and temporary replacement for something

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Harangue (noun)

a long, pompous speech

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Undulate (verb)

to form or move in waves : fluctuate

to rise and fall in volume, pitch, or cadence

to present a wavy appearance

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